Eat What!?

I think all these posts will start with so.

So just for a month or so I've been hearing these satanist voices planning that they want to kidnap me and eat me. I hear "this will be the biggest heist in history."

They seem to be planning.

As my medication kicks in, I've been of Invega for about a year. Only on the trinza twice. I feel this medication kicking in very slowly but I mean extremely slowly. Most psychiatrist say that these medications should be working within 2-3 months fully. I've been on invega 9 months and I notice that each month that passes I get better.

I do feel I'm more back to normal the last 2 months. (It's very strange)

I feel this whole schizophrenia thing to be really strange, it will always be something separate from me.

I don't know I feel very alone in this but at the same time I have a lot of support from family.

Not that I'm hearing this as I type, these satanist really think they can fool God and contradict to get in to heaven. Who in their right minds think they'll get into heaven when they eat people. It's crazy, There's no place for you in Heaven.

The audacity to think you can get into heaven.....

(I hate that this stuff goes through my mind)

the money

I'm getting these thoughts right now so I decided to write about them now. These satanists from europe and the Uk are pitching in money to collect and put together to be able to kidnap me so the can damn me.

This post is going to stay short.

It's a cult, their minds are fucked up.

I really hate how this is all going through my mind.

kidnap

So this happened months ago and now its is coming up again. These european satanists (voices in my head) say and or are planning that they want to kidnap my nephew. My nephew is very young and he is the world in our family. It's very disturbing, I try not to let it get to me but its still concerning. I'm hearing that they are trying to find a way to make it into his life. Or just try to kidnap him if he ever travels to europe or maybe even here. More likely europe. Also my mother and sister they want to murder as well. This is a cult and I'm sure you know that cults operate with people that are not right mentally especially if there extremely devoted to satan.

These things I'm hearing in my mind are strangely specific

Their goal is to hurt me in any manner.

(they want to damn someone through a ritual and there not stopping, I'm there target and they won't let me be.)

I talk back to these voices and they reply like regular people (whos gonna believe me if they really are satanists cult underground somewhere in europe or out in plain sight in a house.)

Has anyone with schizophrenia experienced the same thing? I feel i'm the only one.

I don't know how I've haven't lost my mind by now.

I thank GOD I'm kicking their asses. I pray, prayer helps.

I wish this would go away,but it's just something that I deal with on a day to day basis so I''m just use to it.

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